Thread:Lunaraemaemae/@comment-43747849-20191212000041/@comment-43747849-20191212012238

Lunaraemaemae wrote: you cannot run away from your probelomes.

after all, you DO know that it is impossible, right? Did you forget what I said? I already told you I knew it was impossible, but I can do it to a certain extent, because it's the internet, and I told you I not running away entirely and that I am just want to let my dark-self die. I am tired of getting all of my well thought out words being ignored.

I don't mean to sound harsh, but you are being stubborn and you are not listening to me. I can't feel complete until I kill the one thing I hate the most, and that is my messed-up self. I am changing and I need to embrace that.

I know it's impossible to run away, and I am NOT. You aren't listening to me and you forgot why I wanted to leave and close this account. I am mentally ill and you completely forgot that I hate myself, but recently I started to feel better about myself and I realized that I just need to embrace that I don't have to be perfect, just better than I already am. I need a long break and I want to kill this account, and I don't care that my contributions will stay and as long as I don't make bad contributions anymore I will be dead and that scary monster will not exist.

I don't even know if you are reading these things, sorry. I do trust you, but I want you to tell me right not that you are reading EVERYTHING I am saying.

Please...

I am kind of running away from by problems by taking a break, but everyone needs a break every now and then, so this is okay to do, and I can close my account if I want to and you do not own my account. I am not running from my problems by closing this account, I am closing it to make me feel better about myself.

I hope you understand now.