Board Thread:Roleplaying Boards/@comment-26634746-20160606154441/@comment-26343489-20160611020831

"what? oh..i've tried my best to be an optimist about this. i know that's what he would have wanted. and i know that's what you would have wanted."

"but.."

He sighed and looked at the ground.

"he's not even dead. he's just..there. as a constant reminder that i failed to protect him, and..

..i shouldn't even be upset about this. all of you have gotten over these things. why haven't i? why can't i?"